Hi it’s been kinda rough and things are getting shitty with every thing piling up. So many papers, not enough time to study, and stupid people ruining things for you.
BUT YOU HAVE ME. though sometimes i’m a completely insensitive asshole of a boyfriend.
In retrospect I haven’t done much and I know that. You’ve planned and done so much I feel ashamed of myself. Bet it wasn’t easy planning the week for my birthday and I have to say it was brilliant.
To say I am grateful would be an understatement. At times I feel so helpless and useless, because you’ve done so much and I’ve done nothing to even come close.
You know when I feel so anguished and distraught, where it seems as if nobody bothers and nothing anyone says is gonna help but you’re always there with words that work. There’s just something that makes everything okay. You’ve told me to take a shower, I took one with the belief that it wouldnt help. I don’t know if it’s because you’ve said it or just because I needed one but eventually it did help. It really calmed me down so much I was thinking about what you’ve told me and yes definitely it helped.
Life gets you down once in awhile. But please don’t forget that I’m always here. I may not be able to do everything but I’ll certainly try to help with what I can. I can be petty I can be unreasonable and I most definitely can be more understanding. I’ll stop being a pompous douchebag hahaha please please don’t get so stressed over everything there is always a way out :)
I really think that asking you out for Strictly Pancakes was one of the best decisions I’ve made. ;)
ARE YOU HAPPY NAO
